Serenity Talks When She Will be Joining Naturboy At Carbonnation Rant Of The Day

Serenity Talks When She Will be Joining Naturboy At Carbonnation Rant Of The Day

October 7, 2019 23 By Ewald Bahringer


answer the question very simply it
starts in the mind see y’all it starts in the mind and is so like to everyone
that mother if you agree with me or not like you know my every move you’re here
with me and I want to stay I’m thankful but I also also share that I forgive you
what I’ve done today I started blocking a lot of people
because I realized that there is nothing because everything is me
everybody does coming me is showing a piece of me or my
thoughts or whatever is going on you are just bringing that to me so yourself
you know so that’s the reason why I said because I said I understand I understand
why you said what you say that’s what today is about
self-esteem because you have to look at a person lives their life in accordance
to the advice that they give okay and that’s not as very important for you to
understand what the ego is because the ego is self esteem is the same thing
because the ego is just a sense of who you think you are that is what the ego
is this a sense of who you are so and so on
you got a big ego you have a big sense of who you are you have a little ego as
a small sense of who you think you are so what I’ve realized is that when
people say that certain things to you because you want to live your life a
certain way or you believe that you are God you know who you are you won’t walk
to church you want to live it shouldn’t be the truth but then you got people in
your life tell me you know or we’re telling you who who they think you are
everything is based on their self-esteem about what they think of their self
everything is based on their selfish in the reality is based on what they think
of their self so your self-esteem controls everything your ego controls
everything because if you have a low ego for example you have low self esteem
about yourself so so therefore your life is learner’s
like that you’re going to be around certain people you’re going to be doing
certain things you’re gonna have certain thoughts about yourself that does not
honor you that are very low and put you down just keep you in your lower self
because you have low self-esteem but if you have let’s say a hundred cars
yourself you wouldn’t want the best and no one can tell you about you because
you know yourself you love yourself you understand and a lot of people be like
oh you did humble yourself most people don’t even know what humble means I
don’t manage to have a long guard of oneself and most of most people have a
lower guard of them spell because they’re low self-esteem so that’s the reason why I told myself I
was like I’m gonna have to forgive a lot of people because most people have a low
self-esteem about themselves most people had a very small ego about
who they think they are what they’re capable of the comic because of your
self-esteem and it could be your child rich farmers you generational crisis but
it truly stems from your astrological program for you to know who you are
because your self-esteem and what you think of yourself your ego could be a
debilitation within itself if you don’t take the time to learn yourself
understand yourself then you’re going to continue to get what it is you’re
getting and so the other day I had did a reading before a person if you’re
watching I’m not going to put your name up there I’m a prettier business I never
do that but I always use my readings as a form of learning and this person came
to me wanting to know about themselves there’s a older only person right they
pray and maybe in their 40s or 50s I’m I saw they don’t know like I don’t they
don’t really understand them they are they just need help to understand they
want to use it for astrology so as I’m steady on her chart and her chart ready
I realized and certain things so I never know what the reader is really going to
manifest into I just allow my my intuition to slow down you know what I
could come together and present to you what’s your debilitation source of
purpose or whatever so when I came to her
talking after I also heard of questions long story short she was in a
relationship for 20 years with someone that she knew that she shouldn’t be a
relationship but because you know the children came and she didn’t really even
understand who she was cheeks got stuck in a situation so now
20 years later the same thoughts and feelings that she had when she got into
the relationship those same thoughts and feelings are still there but now she
feels stuck and what her chart showed her was the low self-esteem that she had
about herself and until she does something different she want to continue
to have what it is that she’s happy and I’m ready to tell you you don’t have to
go through a lifetime of pain or suffering to get to the point of your
life to get to the purpose they get to your destiny your life you know people
may not agree people may not understand people might put you down but it does
not matter they’re only coming at you with the level of self-esteem that they
have about their own life and this is talking about iced tea baby food I don’t
know you talked about me you know your ego is very strong and fragile so that’s
why you walk and you do things because you’re very fragile too right you’re
afraid to really be who you are and understand who that is so you wanna stay
comfortable then that is fine I’ll tell your daddy your Triathlon such a big
advocate astrology okay